Mohd Helmi ♥ Yulisza
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It's not the same without you, no matter how hard I try.
It hurts so much sometimes, I try so hard not to cry.
I miss you every night; I don't know what to do.
Cause, as I lay here, all I can think about is you.
I guess that what I'm trying to say,
I miss and love you with every passing day.
It hurts me not see you or to know you're ok.
Will you think of me and look forward to a new day?
Every little kiss from you was like a dream come true.
This love that i have inside my heart, it all belongs to you.
My feelings for you, I can't deny and will never hide.
I truly care for you with feelings deep inside.
Even though I know we're many miles apart,
I want you to know I've loved you from the start.
No matter how long we're apart, just know you hold my heart.
I've taken heart that belongs only to you.
And put it in a box that no one can shatter,
Because with you in my life,
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS! ! !
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY......BABY....
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Shasha @ Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 10/31/2008 05:48:00 PM
Mohd Helmi ♥ Yulisza
yeh...can't wait to meet my two craziest kuzen....they are cuming over to CCK....
Yes arh.....can pillow fight....long time nvr have dat kind of fun...really miz dat fun....
It's time to release my stress & tension....hahaha....
hmmm...i wonder what will be gerl's talk tonight will be about...haha...i just can't wait....
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Shasha @ @ 10/31/2008 05:43:00 PM
Mohd Helmi ♥ Yulisza
Yesterday was a hilarious day....since it was so hilarious, it make me felt so ashame of my own self.
Actually, yesterday, I was suppose to go to school for my FYP. But I told my team was that, I am not able to make on time because I have PP to present. SO my team set the time of meeting at 12pm right after I finish my PP.
When I was @ the PP booth, I went forward to the evaluators. They look at me in with their shocking and surprise looks....Me and my blur looks...
Here comes the funny part...
The 1st question came from them was...
Are you sure that your PP presentation is today?
Who is your PP adviser?
What is your time slot?
Are you sure that you are at the right booth?
I was so blur and panic when they ask me all that questions.....I just can't answer to all their questions...
1 of them said that my name was not in the list....when I heard that I was so shy like hell....until I do not know what to say...I was so wordless...oh my god...!!!! I make a fool out of myself....OH MY GOD...!!!! What the hell!!!!
I can even ask one of them that what is today's date.....Can you guys imagine that???? What the hell happen to me????? Oh my god....!!! I felt so shameful....
After 1 of them told me the date...I kept quite all the way...then the other 1 as me again... "are you sure that your PP presentation is today?"
I felt like I just 1 2 walk away & don't 1 2 ans that question....If I answered confirm, they will giggle...esp the person who is presenting.....I said so because all of them was smiling @ me....for my blur & stupid mistake....
So I just answered them that my presentation is on the 30/10/08....I just stood there and smile....then one of them said that "next time, before you come in,do check your name on the notice board 1st,just to double confirm of your date,time and booth,ok?"
Can you guys imagine that....i was so ashame that I jst walk away after 1 of them said that to me.....haiz.....i was so paisey...
Then I told my team mates....they LOL @ me.....I was so darm even more ashame of myself,OH my God.....wad a day,men......feel like giving up & 1 2 go home straight away.....
Then today was my actual PP presentation....this time was for real....I reach early, i even check for my name,time,date & booth...just to double confirm....hahahaha......even my team mates remain me....hahahah....
Finally that PP presentation was over...now left with my FYP.... :)
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Shasha @ @ 10/31/2008 01:13:00 AM
Mohd Helmi ♥ Yulisza
I have make lots of frnds from Imesh.com. Actually, I logon into Imesh is only for dwnloading of songs. I did not know that, this Imesh was not only allow to dwnload songs or ETC but also allow to tag people & make new friends there too.
Out of 74 friends which I know, I only get along with 2 frnds which I am able to communicate and tag along with them. I know that I am already attached, and yet, I still make frnds with guys. From Internet some more...
I know that it is wrong. But I treat them as my frnds and not more than that. I even treat them like good frnds....
Both are younger than me by 1 yr. One is divorce and d other 1 is single. I know what you guys r tinking....confirm I ll definitely have feelinz 4 them...& my ans in NO!!!!!! I admit and say it frm my heart...NO!!!!! dat I don't have any feelinz & nvr tot of that at all...
My dear cousin Zakiah, tot dat I have feelinz for 1 of them. Crazy.....I nvr even tot dat far....juz becoz i able to communicate wif him....funny is it??? Pls dun put words into my mouth.... :P
I have my limitation ok.....well mayb last time, i may not b strong. But after going through all the hardship of love life....I finally admit dat no one is as perfect as my darling (MD Helmi). I really solute him & envy him for wad he had done & teaches me....
Let me confess k. Listen to these:
1) I only LOVE & THINK of my darling (MD Helmi)
2) My promises and make myself some rules so that I will limit myself. Just for my darlin (MD Helmi)
3) I dare not to loose my darling (MD Helmi) again and forever
Well, actually I logon to Imesh is jus for fun....to dwnload songs & make new frnds...dat all not more den dat....
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Shasha @ Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 10/27/2008 03:10:00 AM
